Tuesday, 14 February 2012

Wednesday Update

Hey again happy V day to all the people in a different timezone!!
I don't like valentines day for three reasons
1: Its a ploy to make money
2: It makes singles or people who didn't get a gift shitty
3: Why not show someone you love them every day (Fuck that, that's too hard)
Valentines segment over.

The way I got into a lucid dream is hard to explain.
When I did it I was dreaming, it was like I was watching a movie in third person.
How i got it to become lucid was realizing that it was a dream and that I could control it by thinking of a certain scenario case and point my previous blog.
It hasn't happened in a while though which is disappointing.
Here is a link if anybody is interested.

I did something that I've wanted to do for ages last November entrepreneur wise. Which was to buy some charms and sell them online. The only problem is that the customers aren't biting as much and I would really like the money. So a few thoughts have crossed my mind, which is to set up an auction and sell maybe 100 charm beads for 200 dollars to another account of mine. I post the package to the destination and then get somebody to report it missing. After this I would file a insurance claim through the postage company and they would send me 200 dollars, Profit?
The only reason I know that they do give insurance for lost packages, is that I bought an item and it got lost in the main and then they had to refund the seller .The postage company had said they put it in the mailbox. That package was tracked though and I am wondering if it worked with "lost" untracked packages. That's my illegal mind working at full capacity. If you could spare any thoughts or suggestions it would be great.

Stay classy,

Until next time

Sunday, 12 February 2012

Update three sorry guys!!!

Hey again, update number three.
Ive settled into my new flat. I'm the only one living here currently, which is good because I get sick of people easily which is weird because I am a very people person and can get along with anyone. Ive started a training program which is seven weeks to 100 push ups and 100 sit ups, I'm also doing some squats to gain some lower body strength. I've lost a bit of weight the jeans I had that were too tight are now a loose again. Which is either good or bad last year I struggled a lot with eating and one of my lectures who was a mental health worker said that it sounded like Anorexia. The weight lifting has left my body very sore for about two days, I guess its the shock of lifting stuff which is heavy which I'm not use to.

My course time table came for massage yesterday. Boy am I going to be busy, 9-5 every day Monday to Friday, I thought there was going to be massive weeks off like my previous course but nooo. I'm excited about it, I get to meet my new class mates for the next two years and I also get to learn a new set of skills.
One of the subjects we learn is Bio, I'm a bit nervous about it because I haven't studied it since fifth form. Lucky I have some spark sheets that I got off an Archive. Only time will tell me what will happen.

I've been reading up on Lucid dreaming and have only managed to do it twice. The first time I did it was when I was being chased by a dragon (Freud would go nuts over this) and then I was like um hold on a minute I'm asleep I can control this and I jumped from a window and started flying around.
The second Lucid dream I was at the beach with my cousin and he was getting eaten by some random monster (Freudian counsellors eat your heart out) and then I realized I was dreaming and then turned around and turned back and it was all good again. these are just small accounts of it but we all have to start somewhere yeah?

I've also had a problem with adsence and blogger, it denied me saying that there is not enough content on my page, How much content on my page do I need until I'm able to get it. When my content is suffice do i need to re apply or appeal my case? Cheers guys

Stay loyal kids, I'll update again on Wednesday. 

Until next time!!

Monday, 30 January 2012

Update 2

Well I'm back again,
The past few days have been uneventful, it has mainly consisted of me sitting at home playing battlefield two on single player. And I've modified the AI to 64 on each team and then increased the ticket limit to 500. I have been getting good at flying the helicopter and killing things. I'm still not as good as they are online, but I am slowly increasing my capacity to kill things.
Another game I've been playing is Dungeons of Dredmor, An indie game which I got of a humble bundle for about six dollars. I enjoyed this game so much I even bought the DLC for it, on steam when it was half price (What a cheapskate).
I've wanted to get back into Terreria, but I haven't played it in so long and the last boss I've killed was the eater of worlds and I don't know what to do now.

I've also been thinking a lot about this year and how it will be different from the last. Its probably going to be the same. I'm still pretty bitter and hurt at what happened with the girl of my dreams last year. I think this year I'm going to become really selfish and if there isn't something that I don't really want to do I won't do it. I'll only do things for me and what makes me feel good. In other words I'm going to become a twat. It's more the fact if I don't do what I enjoy and can do to the degree that my mental capacity can handle then I can get depressed and angry at the world (more so than I usually am).

I'm excited about this year and the possibilities that it has. Basically the main focus I'm going to have this year is my self-care and my course work, I'm going to try my best at the subjects and hopefully get into a routine not sure how that will work though, if the course is laid back like my previous one where I had 2 weeks off in the middle so sleeping in became a really good routine for me :D

We shall see,

Have a good day,

Until next time

Thursday, 26 January 2012

Hey guys.
Sitting at home with the parentals waiting for the polytechnic term to start, I'm doing Massage therapy which will hopefully be a good two years. Its been pretty good sitting at home I got to catch up with some of my good mates and I also saved a lot of money.

I've been looking at getting a gym subscription, but the prices are really high and as a student I don't think I can afford it. The one I want to go to is basically a three minute walk from my house which would be good.

It will be interesting to be back at my flat, and back with all my friends. This year is going to be different than the last. Last year was an interesting year, probably the only year where I have felt like a failure, I failed a paper at course and the relationship that I had wanted for four years had failed. This year is more focused on self care and making sure that I am happy instead of other people. Which will be an interesting thing to do.

Well I've typed long enough for my first blog

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